I haven't posted in a few days because I have been trying very hard not to over think the past couple of weeks. I am currently 11 days past the IUI and I am getting sooo anxious! We ended up taking a little vaca to Las Vegas this week and that really helped keep my mind off things. This month has been so weird! Every month I have every single pregnancy symptom in the book. Sore boobs, bloating, nausea, you name it, I've had it. Every month I am shocked that I am not pregnant. The mind is a powerful thing and I guess if you want and expect something bad enough, it will make your body act like it's pregnant. Well this month I have felt NOTHING. It has been the most bizarre month. I haven't had any of my usual symptoms and really not even any PMS symptoms. The only thing that I have experienced this month is my usual breaking out and cramping. The cramping is what is really freaking me out right now. It just makes me think that I am going to start at any second.
After the IUI, they told me not to take a pregnancy test for 2 weeks. Well me being as impatient as I am, I took one today. At first glance it looked negative and I was immediately crushed, but as I looked at it later, I could see a very faint line. My hubby thinks I am delusional and it was probably an Evaporation Line. Still, I am hopeful! I hope that this long journey is finally coming to an end, or just beginning depending on how you want to look at it. I have another digital pregnancy test that I will wait to take on Tuesday. I am hoping that what I thought was a faint line was really a faint line!
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