Well it is final. I am a total Druggie right now. Taking 3 different medications for some people is not really that uncommon, but I am struggling with it. Not to mention that all 3 significantly mess with my hormones. I am a raging mad woman one second and a blubbering mess the next. Gotta love the variety! Last night I had my first shot of the Bravelle. It was worse than I expected. I hate shots just like anyone hates shots, but getting them in your stomach is a new kind of hatred. I am lucky that my neighbor two doors down is a nurse. She was such a sweetie and came over last night to do the injection. It really wasn't that bad, it just burned terribly. Only 3 more shots this month and I am hoping I don't have to do this again!
I am excited to be pregnant and be nauseous and miserable for a good cause. The drugs make me feel like I'm pregnant so I feel the nausea, the headaches, the fatigue, but to no avail. If it works it will all be worth it, but every month that goes by I keep thinking, "what a waste". This month alone is going to run us up about a thousand dollars! What if we go through all of that and still don't get pregnant?! I just think it would be better to start saving for IVF rather than keep throwing money away for nothing. Hopefully this is the month!
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