Well months have passed since I started the alternative medicine. Unfortunately for me, I have not responded to that treatment either. I'm starting to wonder if my uterus really is broken! We finally made the decision that we are going to proceed with In Vitro. This is such a HUGE step. To be honest, I don't know if I am ready for it or if it is really the right thing to do. I just feel like we have tried everything out there. To me, this is our last hope.
We had our initial consultation last week and we talked a lot about all of the testing that is required prior to starting the process. We discussed a lot of the billing and insurance issues and let me tell you, I don't ever want to have to go through something like this again. I feel so blessed that we will actually have some coverage with insurance, but trying to figure out what plan to select and what provider has been a real nightmare. I have talked with so many people about deductibles, coverage etc. I just want to puke! If I don't get pregnant out of this, I am sure it will be due to the stress of trying to get everything paid for. The positive thing that I need to keep in mind is that even without insurance, we have the money. We have been saving for months so I just need to realize that everything will be taken care of one way or another. I need to de-stress.
I have decided that I am not going to publicly tell people that we are going through this process. I really just don't want people to be asking me questions throughout the entire process. I just want to get through it, get pregnant, and then I will gladly tell everyone what they need to know. I just hope that I can keep my sanity through this all!
Here's to lots of needles in the future and hopefully, lots of babies!
